Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in hostage_life's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
1:21 pm	This is kinda cool...i wonder if it is actually true What You Really Think Of Your Friends Veronika is your soulmate. You truly love Natasha. You consider Andrew your true friend. You know that Erin is always thinking of you. You'll remember Tyler for the rest of your life. You secretly think Kamilla is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Alex is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Shawn is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Shawn changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Mark is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Mark has a hidden internet romance. What Do You Think of Your Friends? Current Music: Everything Went Numb (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:01 pm	"If you read this.. even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want.. it can be good or bad... just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you." Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Get Out of My Face-The Flatiners (3 Comments |Comment on this)
12:45 pm	Fuck You All I fucking hate most of the people I know...not because i can...but because they do a number of things that make me want to just drop dead...all the fuckin complaining and shit...it may not be clear to you but when i don't answer it usually means that i really give a fuck and you should leave me the fuck alone...from now on only talk to me if i talk to you...untill then get a fuckin life or complain to someone who cares...god dammit i've this on my conscience for way too fucking long...and by the way...if you have to ask if this about you...don't even bother...that's just fucking pathetic...anyways i'm fucking done for now...fuck you Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Power In Numbers-keepin 6 (Comment on this)
12:35 pm	Boredom [ ] I am bisexual or homosexual. [x] I've consumed alcohol. [x] I've run away from home. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [ ] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb. [x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up. [ ] I am for Bush. [x] I listen to political music. [ ] I collect comic books. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [ ] I open up to others easily. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [ ] I watch the news. [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [ ] I own an iPod or MP3 [ ] I own something from Hot Topic [ ] I love Disney Movies. [x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes [ ] I don't kill bugs. only because i'm too scared to go near them [x] I curse regularly. [ ] I paid for that cell phone ring. [x] I am a sports fanatic [ ] I have "x"s in my screen name [x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation [ ] I love Spam. [ ] I bake well. [x] I would wear pajamas to school. [ ] I own something from Abercrombie. [ ] I have a job two, actually [ ] I love Martha Stewart. [ ] I am in love with love. tragically, horribly, uncontrollably [ ] I am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I am self conscious. [x] I like to laugh. [ ] I smoke a pack a day. [ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower. [ ] I loved Go Ask Alice. [x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [x] I eat fast food weekly. [x] I have many scars. [x] I've been out of this country. [ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. i have problems when it's in the washroom [x] I am really ticklish. [ ] I see a therapist. [x] I love chocolate. [x] I bite my nails. [x] I am comfortable with being me. [x] I play video games. [x...i think] I'm single [x...i'm not sure] I'm in a relationship [x] Gotten lost in your city [x] Saw a shooting star [ ] Been to any other countries besides the united states [not yet] I Had a serious Surgery [x] Gone out in public in your pajamas [x] I have Kissed a Stranger [x] Hugged a stranger [x] Been in a fist fight [x] Been arrested [x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator [ ] Made out in an elevator [x] Swore at your parents [x] Kicked a guy where it hurts [x] Been in love [ ] Been to a casino [ ] Been skydiving [ ] Broken a bone [x] Skipped school [x] Flashed someone [x] Saw a therapist [x] Done the splits [x] Played spin the bottle [x] Gotten stitches [x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour [x] Bitten someone [x] Been to Niagara Falls [x] Gotten the chicken pox [ ] Kissed a member of the same sex not lips, just cheek. so does that count? [x] Crashed into a friend's car [ ] Been to Japan [x] Ridden in a taxi [x] Shoplifted [ ] Been fired [ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex [x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back [ ] Stole something from your job [ ] Gone on a blind date [x] Lied to a friend [x] Had a crush on a teacher [ ] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans [ ] Been to Europe [ ] Slept with a co-worker [ ] Been married [ ] Gotten divorced [ ] Had children [ ] Saw someone dying [x] Been to Africa [x] Driven over 400 miles in one day [x] Been to Canada [ ] Been to Mexico [ ] Been on a plane [x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show [ ] Thrown up in a bar [ ] Eaten Sushi [ ] Been snowboarding [ ] Been Skiing [x] Met someone in person from the internet [ ] Been to a moto cross show [ ] Lost a child [ ] Gone to college [ ] Graduated college [ ] Done hard drugs [x] Taken painkillers [ ] Had someone cheat on you [x] Miss someone right now Current Mood: blah Current Music: She's Got Greed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
7:10 pm	Fuck You All You know what I've noticed...Most of the people i "chill" with these days only think about themselves and don't give two shits about anyone else...Well you know what?...I'm sick of you assholes...there are the few people (and you know who you are) that i actually consider friends and those of you who think your cool with me...guess again...goo fuck yourselves...come back to reality before talkin to me ever again...i'm soo mad at you fuckers that i'll kill you all if you continue to talk to me before changing...anyways i'm out take it for what you will... Current Mood: fucking shit Current Music: Never Gonna Get Us by keepin 6 (Comment on this)
Monday, April 4th, 2005
2:23 pm	I don't know Hey...guess what...I have found mine and my dad's new anthem...She's Got Greed by Keepin 6...me because my ex-girlfriend try to make me her little bitch and i wouldn't change...and my dad because my mom is a greedy bitch...anyways...i'm still hopin that i can find a real girlfriend and that my parents get back together...i'm done with this so i'll catch you guys on the flip side Current Mood: what for? Current Music: She's Got Greed by Keepin6 (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 5th, 2005
2:21 pm	quiz You scored as Stabbed. Your death will be death by stabing. Go figure. </td> Stabbed 87% Suicide 80% Eaten 73% Dissapear 73% Gunshot 67% Disease 53% Posion 53% Accident 47% Suffocated 47% Bomb 47% Drowning 33% Electric Chair 20% Cut Throat 0% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: Now or Never-Three Days Grace (Comment on this)
Friday, March 4th, 2005
3:34 pm	Scared This fucking blows...My mom is gone and now my life is shitty(except when i'm around the right ppl)...My dad is depressed as fuck and my sister is probably move out with my mom...I only have one question...Why the fuck am I still choosing to go on with life?...Maybe I'm hoping for the best and maybe I'm just delussional...but anyways...as they say "shit happens" well they are right and now the phrase is just pouring shit on all the shame I carry inside.... Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Three Days Grace-Wake Up (Comment on this)